I was the tagged by meow! heh im kinda glad, she got me out tonight and it was really fun, i missed hanging out with her LOL, but maybe i wont be such a stranger now that im single again LOL and if your all wonding why i would be a stranger this "8 things about me" she tagged me with might explain some parts of it LOL

Hmmm.. 8 things.. wow thats tough ; no one knows you better then yourself and yet your so familiar with yourself its hard to pick out aspects people might not know lol

1. Im a very honest and loyal person, its hard for me to do others wrong O_o;; im always told im to nice and im sure i probably am, but that has become my nature

2. i say "has become my nature" cause i used to be a total hand fun, used to get into fights with my sisters, try to be tough, and i used to give a crap what everyone thought of me, and try to be what i wasnt, my mom used to say i had the devil in me, and i always used to feel like everyone was trying to pin blame that wasnt my own on me, im not sure what happen to change me, or maybe it was just teenage angst O_O;; anymore i dont car what people think about me, well sorta, i dont go slobb'ing around or anything, but im just true to myself, cause anything less is just pose'ing lol

3. Over the years i have been told i am a Martyr, and i have realized that truely is my nature, if your someone i care about i will put myself in harms way to protect you, i'll shoulder your burdens, and give my all for your well being. guess its the flip side to being the devil when i was a teenager LOL

4. When i am around people you'll find that i am soldemly unhappy, or troubled or anything less then happy, i tend to always wear a mask for the world, if im happy the world around me is happy aswell, i cheer people up, and try to make life better for everyone around me, but if im hurt, rarely will i ask for help, i'll hide it deep down, not to let the world see it, cause if the world sees me hurt, they might be sad, and i dont want that, besides its easier to forget the hurt when your around people who make you happy ^ __ ^ "when you laugh the world laughs with you, when you cry you cry alone" heh not always true but i tend to live by that lol

Woot over half done LOL what else is there to my inner wrappings that people dont know O_o;;

5. Relationships O_o; lol as in boyfriend and girlfriend, ; those are alittle strange for me, i say that not cause the relationships themselfs are weird but my beliefs in my actions, LOL as a result of some of the #'s mentioned above!
Hmmm.. how do i discribe this, i guess in a since, if i am dating someone, i tend to put them as my top priority, and i structure my life around around that girl, because in a since she is my everything, its a magestic idea but over all it dont work out to well, I guess you can say i feel as though i have a pact, or duty to that girl and that girl alone, i will do almost anything to make her happy, i dont really act the same when im taken as i do when im single, i wont be as playful to other girls cause i feel i have a obligation to the one im with, and so she will come first, (one of my Ex's called me "Night" from "absolute boyfriend" because of this LOL); this backfires on me in 2 ways, either i seem to clingy cause i want to be around the girl often, or i get completely used and abused.. which leaves nothing but heartache but in the end, and yet despite how often ive been hurt i live by this feeling of obligation ;;;;;; weird huh?

6. O_o;; i tend to like the # 666 when it comes up, maybe cause the response that people tend to have towards that # lol normally im always like WOOT! lol

7. Hmm im starting to draw blanks LOL actually blank is what i have been drawing litterally, im all empty when it comes to insperation and ideas for art, its been this way for a while i just wish i could find a way to get out of this art block and start getting some art done...

8. If i like a girl i tend to get fidgity around her, they make me nervious when im in close contact with them like giving a back message, and such i tend to get nervious and shakie LOL i also draw on this nervusness and turn it into playful hyper activity LOL once i warm up to a girl its not that bad ^ __ ^ im not as much a clutz them LOL

well i hope you all get alittle more insight on who the taka really is LOL im not that weird right??.... right?? lolol =3

Now who to tag LOL